I'm so tired of this life. Should I kms?
I'm so tired of this life. Should I kms?
They put me on meds when I was in the mental hospital, I didn't sleep for 3 week then it stopped.
If you think "I want to do or kms" it's ok, when they give you their medecine you actively try to find a way to kill yourself
Why so tired
Nigger I am literally at $0 and cannot pay my bills and I don't want to kms. Stop being a bitch, grow some balls I guarantee your life isn't nearly as bad as mine is
Why not try literally every option available before checking out?
You're not tired, you've just slowed down a bit. Be proactive in facing whats making you feel down.
Wagmi
No. Become a spectator. And cherish watching the misery and insanity.
Despite what everyone says, life isn't a race. sometimes it's better to just lay down on the metaphorical hammock and let the metaphorical wind pass you by. Just be you OP, do what you enjoy and what makes you happy.
A lot of people tend to shape themselves to fit their perceived world, but they don't know that they know nothing and the people they're trying to impress/please also know nothing.
Forget everyone else and their desires and think about your own place in YOUR world.
Despite what everyone says, happiness can never be attained from the outside. Be grateful for all things and you will find peace
I lost my mind in such a horrible way, I swear God must be real for things to have gone the way they did. People aren’t actors this isn’t a simulation but some sort of invisible omnipresent hand is guiding people into doing the things they do. I’m suffering for a reason.
Because I got lymphoma and a bad left kidney and bad lungs and I'm so broke I have to beg people I know for food money.
I tried a gofundme but it sat empty for a month before I took it down, I have no friends or social media, or enough energy for that shit at this rate.
Suicide is a sin, anon.
God gave you everything you needed to be succesful in life, stop being such a whiner.
God gave me a twisted left kidney which causes blood to flow backwards into my heart, lymphoma in my neck, COPD and a different lung disease, and blood clots in my legs.
He truly is generous.
Fuck, I hate Christcucks so much.
Your God didn't give me everything I needed to be successful. Fucking retard.
Calm down son, I have it worse than most humans suffer in 90 years, I'm sure you're fine and could easily work a decent job.
I have somewhat of an excuse, I can't even stand for an hour before I need to lay down for 8
You misunderstood.
I became financially extremely successful when I discovered 4chins. None of the cocker that was forced on me as a kid had anything to do with it. I resent having to had to kneel and pry to some imaginary shit. I t is ridiculous to any being with half a brain.
the whole coin market need a real big correction, which is so overdue m8s!
At least wait to see how crypto does.
Why would you be mad if you're well off?
My balls spasm every moment of everyday and my neck swells and feels like someones stabbing me neverendingly, same with my left side entirely feels like a spears being prodded into my organs, sometimes my piss is the color of soda.
and sometimes I don't shit or eat for weeks at a time longest was eating 4 times in 30 days last October and I wandered into a field 200 miles away.
And 8 days ago some idiot on a motorcycle pulled out infront of me and wrecked my only thing I have my car disabling it so now I have to rely on other people to take me to my surgeries and doctors appointments, and did even more CNS and skeletal damage to my fragile body.
But I don't blame god.
You didnt not sleep for 3 weeks. No one in history has ever done that because its impossible.
When you dont sleep for 96 hours your brain will hallucinate.
When you dont sleep for longer your body starts failing and you get forced into microsleep.
Business & Finance
You're supposed to add "how do we profit from this?"
Why would you be mad if you're well off?
Because your religious insanity is completely fail at place like Anon Babble
We do not put our hopes in jewish gods.
Well, we kinda do kek, but different ones.
And we use math and information, and logic to make our decisions, not pray to Jesus because muh jews said so.
1pbtid OP too.
Easy! You're on the level where you can change anything randomly until the feeling goes away. Try to be responsible and you'll find your way to a better life.
I recommend the famous soliloquy from Hamlet. Now that I’m over my too good for popular and well-regarded things phase, I’ll recommend it.
BAGIE SUICIDE hjahahahahhahaha
your life is worthless
(OP)
It's time.
time to fucking kill yourself mumu LMAO
it's so over.
(OP) (OP)
Total
Baggie
Suicide
(OP) (OP) (OP)
*CREEEEEEEEEEEEEEAK*
OH MUMU!!!!!
It's time.
(OP) (OP) (OP) (OP)
NO MONEY?
JUST END IT
LOOOOOOOOOOOOL
(OP) (OP) (OP) (OP) (OP)
It's another mumu suicide thread
TOTAL
BAGGIE
SUICIDE
@GTFK4bcr
meds
God gave me
It was likely bad nutrition when growing up but whatever. Try to eat better now, try to get some money from the government.
nah
POSTING IN BAGGIE DEPRESSION THREAD WONT HELP YOU MUMU
This board is NOT your support group NIGGER
(OP) (OP) (OP) (OP) (OP) (OP)
It's another mumu suicide thread
TOTAL
BAGGIE
SUICIDE
No, because doing that would mean you're a massive pussy that loses to concepts in your own mind. How about you fight a bull or some shit? Then your death could actually be excusable. We live many lives, but you have only one death. Make it a good one.
POSTING IN WORTHLESS GARBAGE TIER THREAD
(OP) (OP) (OP) (OP) (OP) (OP) (OP)
It's another mumu suicide thread
TOTAL
BAGGIE
SUICIDE
Im not a Mumu im just a Bobo thats trying to help
You get so angry you spammed the thread I assume.
we
we
we
Who is we exactly?
You and your indian brown shit smelling telegram buddies?
we
Holy fuck man this screams of sadness worse than my own life.
report fag spam reporting posts
TOTAL
BAGGIE
SUICIDE
SeeIts your diet
we
(YOU)
should END IT
total
baggie
SUICIDE
worthless
garbage tier
thread
TBS
TBS
government
no it was mostly genetic, my kidney was formed twisted and after 40 years of not processing shit out of my body it turned into cancer young, why doctors couldn't explain how I got COPD around 33 or younger which is basically unheard of.
Took me around 6 years of getting brushed off by medical students and specialists, until finally after enough specialized tests and a double iodine CT scan they realized how fucked up my body was from the start, my moms body tried to reject me and was an emergency c-section because well I had at least two 1% anomalies in my body and possibly more they can't explain the lymphoma, I presume it's from the inability to process waste due to a failed kidney.
I didn't realize blood is filtered through the lungs as well until recently.
Idk maybe its too late for recovery im no doctor i just gave nutrition opinions
Yeah no it's good advice I'm just a fucking case study, kept alive by rounds of immunosupprents and antibiotics to balance out the shot immune system, I'm scheduled to have my kidney cut off and re-attached to my aorta but I got a severe concussion on the 23rd last month so I stopped the surgery and my rhemeutologist wants to know if my legs do indeed have blood clots if so I can't really do surgeries, and they want to cut my neck open as well.
Likely fucked, this point I'm hoping the surgeries go bad so at least I don't have to suicide.
NO LIFE IS WONDERFUL :D
PEOPLE ARE GREAT :D
Look up alpha 1- anti trypsin and primary ciliary dyskinesia. And then go get your diabetes test. Also stop complaining and being a general faggot.
Sure. Fast the day before, avoid benzos or other drugs if you are unlucky they might revive you... A tall building quick and to the point or a bullet shoot towards the heart that way you only bleed out relatively quick
Already been down that road.
hold on I'm going through about 600 results and labs I gotta find it, but it's actually high not low, but no indication of liver disease.
My doctors great I'm a total mystery to him only finding some puzzle pieces out now.
It's another mumu suicide thread
HOWDY FAGGOTS
TIME FOR TBS
total
baggie
suicide
HAVING FUN YET?
this
board
is
not
your
support
group.
1pbtid
Yeah that's why euthanasia is a reasonable choice for dinner people, sometimes keeping alive someone is too pointless,painful or both... But as we are in biz; expensive think about the insurance it's like anudah shoah for those guys
Nah.. I mean, if you want, but nah.. you shouldn't. Probably.
Luckily my medicaid has paid for everything but I'm also broke.
I assume you're a med student/doctor.
Here's some summary without revealing too much also add on there a retro left renal vein that's highly compressed into the mix.
You are clearly larping about being wealthy. You talk like a fourteen year old Redditor
I have an asian doctor who's spent the last 6 months along with 7 specialists including infectious disease, two rhemeotolgists, an oncologist, a hematolgist, a neurologist and about 5 different GP's
My latest one has been the best luckily I'll be able to see him once more before he leaves my clinic.
But he's gone down nearly every road and labs.
Absolutely. I've had my fill of "Nigger-Fruitopia" (my name for this world,) and will be killing myself shortly.
Go to sanctioned-suicide.net to figure out a good method, and don't let those pussies discourage you. If you're American you live in suicide heaven, just don't let your mom find your corpse, get a room or something.
Stop vaping and inhaling shit. Stop complaining people live with one kidney.
Clearly.
"Nigger-Fruitopia"
have you tried moving out of the city?
woah wait mumu don't take things so seriously I didn't think you would actually do it.
Indians are going to buy every small business and rental in your small town. I live in the "whitest" part of NA, it is certainly a part of the Nigger-Fruitopia realm.
Don't give them your money. I know it doesn't solve the problem, but you'll feel better
I don't vape.
Jesus christ just admit you're some dumb faggot who knows nothing, and contributes more shit than a pajeet after a buffet.
Find God
people live with one kidney
Yes but do they live with a poisoned body and a dead organ?
If you're some med student you're gonna kill people with your assumptions.
I sold one of my two BTCs back when it was at >100k and run away from my town. I opened a YT channel as a travel diary (+1000 followers holy shit!) and now im traveling around europe, next month I will start asia
Honestly, it saved my life.I dont care anymore about my career, future or partner.
Stop complaining faggot. You might get some sympathy from normies who dont know shit. But not here . Now either go kys or stop complaining.
Fuck off you dipshit you're batting .000 with two attempts
One more you strike out, now take your own advice and slit your throat because you're dangerous if your field is medicine.
Hopefully this site get doxxed again and your faggot ass loses credentials before you kill someone.
I knew a doctor like you who was banned from medicine in several states and had warrants out for his arrest for killing multiple patients, faggot.
Just for the normies this dumb faggot assumed I had a genetic disease that causes COPD, he was incorrect as the lab he gleefully assumed I hadn't done was high instead of low which he assumed.
He then assumed my COPD came from vaping because GGO comes from either major deadly disease or from vaping which imitates a terrible deadly lung disease.
This faggot would have just wasted several thousands of dollars and possibly cost the lives of two patients.
Kill yourself scared little worm.
Seethe an cope faggot your “ ooh my kidney “ made up paychopath sympathy shit wont work .
Also you completed ignored the CD4/CD43 proliferation and likely indicators for lympholiperative disease ontop of lung disease and kidney disease.
Terrible fucking idiot you are, the same kinda trash shit doctors that fill the field and kill patients and push medicine backward instead of forward.
Yeah you literally are some scumbag piece of shit.
I take back what I said there's no fucking way you practice medicine, just some retard with a search engine who thinks he's correct about everything.
How many friends do you have dumbass?
I guarantee none because people like you make life unbearable, I'm sure you cut people off while they are talking and people purposefully avoid you and keep conversations to a minimum.
Nigger I am literally at $0 and cannot pay my bills
Really? How do you stay upbeat?
What choice do you have if you're broke, I don't even have my water on just my lights because I can't afford shit either.
Seeth and cope that someone called you out on you “ oh my copd , oh my kidney” oh my mother , oh im dying . “ the only thing you are dying from is being a complainign faggot looking for sympathy from people who dont know anything on a brazilian buttwaxxing forum .
Im gonna lurk and remind you of this going forward .
cope
Babies first time on Anon Babble, I assume you're the "we are Anon Babble" spammer faggot from earlier, get a new script kid this isn't a country club for brown faggots like your self.
cope and seethe
Time to catch up you're half a decade back you brown retard.
“Oh my kidney , oh my anus, oh my copd how might i surive “ lo dont forget to dilate faggot .
I tried to tell you.
Worthless thread.
TBS
total baggie suicide.
Why bother?
Do you get it yet?
this thread gets posted every fucking day
Figured so this is the "we are Anon Babble"
on a barely alive board, has to swap ID's to slide the thread because I was talking earlier to an anon about health lol, fucking pathetic dude let's see how brown this retarded faggots hands are.
There's a simple way to tell how much shit this faggots bathed in, by the fact they don't know what culture is they are parasitic in nature but they can't catch up with modern times because they live in some shithole.
Enjoy your shitty brown oasis that is nu/biz/ I've filtered your three ID's now so please continue the mass spam, I can assume you do the same with threads.
He's spamming the thread now clearly some tourist or brown faggot
we are Anon Babble I made some much moneyz off biz
Fucking retard nobody makes money here that's the first rule of Anon Babble now swap ID's some more and spam and shit the place up which you're clearly doing.
You tagged my fucking posts like 18 god damn times ITT alone.
I am anonymoose
we are weegi
you will regret crossing us
TBS
total baggie suicide
baggie
suicide
You dare threatening people you imbecile?
You sure?
Go pretend to be a doctor on another board ranjesh I'm sure your parents were proud as high caste shittoids wasting money on your failing basic medicine.
Maybe if you wait long enough you can inherit their mountain of shit and become a good street vendor.
Don't Cope and Seethe and Dilate.
retarded faggot go try and kill a different board, your parents will never be proud of you because you're indian, indians hate indians, they hate themselves most, their children because of their shit colored gums and retarded double digit IQ's.
your eyes are red because you literally are parasites.
youtu.be
Even our slaves had soul, unlike your genetic dead end, I enjoy towering over your race and their natural instinct to worship the ground I walk on.
we do not forgettii,
moms spaghetti.
Expect us.
I do not check this on a pajeet.
You are a retard.
Expect me you dumb nigger.
Nice made up story, bitch
Kys
You’re too young for that, anon. Have some fun by playing telegram games,enjoy yourself and earn at the same time. I’d suggest Boinkers and Blum.
Indians need to be rangebanned.
I just tell myself maybe next month, then repeat. Eventually I’ll just die so who cares?
feel that, maybe if i had a better job and wasnt poor it would be better? Just had my 6th psych ward visit due to not sleeping and bipolar 1 mania..
I am tired