$38k would fix my life entirely, 4.5% yield on that covers all my thirdie expenses for life, forever

beg

who the fuck would give you $5? let alone $30k..

inb4 the guy whos dying starts crying and shitting up the thread with his failing kidneys or whatever hes dying of this week

Hey that's me, and still dying from the same chronic multiple diseases, and you're still a massive faggot.

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So you wern't before btw, better luck next time.
Sorry I make your shitty threads worse I'm dying so I'm not gonna leave.
Pray to satan to kill me or some shit maybe vishnu or whomever you faggots worship.

It's multiple issues actually, IDS, COPD, APS(Antiphosphorlipid syndrome)
And a abnormally formed left kidney called retroaortic left renal vein.

All 100% true by the way and not something I just "came up with"
I'm rarely on here except when they pump me full of steroids, then I shitpost to drive you mad because it makes you schizophrenic when I post which is a good thing overall the spamming has dropped a lot since I returned.
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I'd dox myself because I'm that close to death I don't care, but faggots like you would spend time harassing my loved ones and there's nobody here anyway.

ILD* sorry so many fucking abnormal shit wrong with me it's hard to keep everything lined up.
Fun thing during my journey into this I've gotten six years of medical training because doctors are retarded.

I'm rarely on here except when they pump me full of steroids

Damn. How much can you bench?

Honestly not hard if you hunt around for savings accounts in the US

lol I don't work out usually bedridden until lately I couldn't take in oxygen and had a bad hospital stay they realized I'm beyond help so just gave me a shit ton of steroids.
I've been cutting down trees because I have a fuck ton of energy though my god damn legs are killing me from probably blood clotting but this rate I'm just trading off immunosuppresents for multi organ failure without.
I'd rather take the schizo energy than go back to having to drug myself to avoid the intense pain.

$1710 per year before taxes

covering any expenses, anywhere

I've been to third world countries and even this isn't enough to do anything of any significance anywhere.

$1700 a year covers your expenses? where do you live?

Yeah, that's extremely low. Maybe rural South Asia or something?

kek

ill pray for you

nigga literally go to any first world country and work for a year then go back, you don't need to rely on the lottery like the rest of us

Thanks buddy unironically am not bullshitting I wish I was, if I wasn't so fucking sick I wouldn't need to be here, not that this place is some beacon for making money, it's mostly shitposting to pass my time, rarely engagement here anymore.
Pray for you too buddy hope all you faggots make it.

The fact I'm going to retire in my mid 30s in a few months and my political enemies will suffer and work endlessly until they die painfully is so fucking hilarious to me.

LOL

Who are your enemies

Why don’t you guys just beg on YouTube? Especially those of you that are sick

Don’t even make a begging video, go look at people who upload their cancer survival stories on YouTube, they get hundreds to thousands donated per video. Go look on tips for video structure cause a lot of them aren’t even begging for help, they’re just explaining the situation, maybe you can say. “You can help me pay for treatment by liking and subscribing” it’ll incentivise the more generous people to throw in some dollars

Then of course you’ll get some money from the video if you get some traction. Which those videos usually do

stop and take smoking cigs and weed and take your medicine tard, you aint dying from those things.

I don't think $1700 a year is enough for fucking eastern Ukraine or rural Afghanistan

I'm definitely dying lol, my legs are going and my heart wakes me up out of my sleep because my left kidney can't process anything the valve is crushed.
COPD and the other lung disease which hasn't been fully determined are both progressive and rapidly so.
I've had lymph nodes all over my neck swollen for 6 years whats triggered all these medical researches.
They assumed lymphoma or myeloma, but was undetermined, now with my legs swelling and the blood clotting they want to do another year of biopsies which I cannot do.

Though if I get surgery I might stop smoking but only delaying the inevitable.

Yield is at 4%

Can I have your stash if you die?

leftists mainly
socialists I mean

but i dont want to do anything of significance

Sure i got 50 dollars in my bank, i'll probably live a little while longer so pray you get all that 50 bucks.

All serious though i am sorry man. Do you have any family at all?

I do but it's just me and my mother and brother, and my brothers probably got some autoimmune issues he isn't taking care of but healthier than me by a long shot, he works and I take him to work because he doesn't have a car, I got a shitty one that's breaking down but it's something, my mom is getting senile and losing her mind and won't accept that i'm ill, my brother tries his best, I can barely help around much but I try, I'm sort of at the place of giving up mostly due to the sheer insanity of my situation but there's too much on my plate, also trying to keep my mother from going nuts it's a battle.

A lot of fucking problems and I've fallen behind way too far to catch up it seems, I wish more than anything I was normal again but in all honestly don't think I ever was, I get glimpses of it on these drugs but they also fuck me up.

Tried fighting the state for disability but they denied me after 2 years at the judge 2 days before the doctors finally diagnosed 2 out of 3 major terminal problems, so now I'm fighting them at the appeals board.

This point I'm the give me harder battles meme, It's been interesting to say the least, I have a good friend who helped me so much these last few years but I know I've exhausted him like I have everyone, when you get really ill you become a bit of a dark cloud.

I have 11 cats I take care of I think that's mostly what keeps me going, trying to make sure they are safe.

That’s a lot of cats, and it’s nice that you have family and friends even though it’s not a great situation either

Have you considered setting up a go-fund me or YouTube “my terminal story” the cats alone are probably going to earn you some donos

Fucking courts man. I would’ve been able to give you some money if they didn’t fuck over my family either. Not going to go into it but my dad and by extension the family got fucked over out of a company worth 10+M because of his alcoholic brother that fucked over an inheritance out of greed, ironically losing everyone virtually everything including himself

Then what do you need money for

And It's alright I talk a lot of shit, I'm a bit insane from the immunosupprents, and frantic from my situation and so many people bullshit about things you can hardly many seriously, just me I don't have much to hide or care to hide for so I figure as I walk through my path I just be honest, even if it pisses people off. so no worries people who've known me for awhile don't even believe me.
Happened with my dad when he had cancer nobody wanted to believe he would die, it's a strange knee jerk reaction humans seem to have to think others aren't sick or somehow will just get better, it's a strange mentality I assume it's because most people fear death so they don't want to consider it real.

food and rent basically

Heh yeah it is my oldest boy is 22 had him since I was a boy, he had a stroke or something a few weeks ago and nearly died, tore me up awfully had to spend 13 days recovering him but he's doing much better now, although one of his eyes is permanent dialated now lol but he's better.

I live for them had most of them 11 plus years, and no before anyone asks I don't have toxioplasmosis lol doctors went down that road as well and nothing even after spending my entire life raising cats with a shit immune system.

(some people here hate cats dunno why)
Yeah brother not my first fucking over by courts they ended up getting my fathers house under me because he died when I was 20 and had no fucking clue how to handle a large house in the suburbs or knew any law, today that house is 600k would have been mine and changed my entire life path but some greedy bankers decided they wanted to make a few thousand and flip it during the crash.

I do believe you get what you deserve in the end, I've had many blessings ontop of my many curses.
I've seen some strange things as well going through my journey, things that really proved there's a higher power and understanding here than we as humans presume there is.

I enjoy talking about it a bit mostly due to well loneliness, but also I spent most of my life knowing this world wasn't normal but didn't believe and begged for nearly 4 decades for god to appear to me.

and in these last two years I finally got my promise, so in many ways I'm confident in myself because this is all vapor in the end.

I've thought about it, funny enough I was going to but needed to get what was wrong with me figured out and diagnosed and since it all ended up being insanely rare issues that are often misdiagnosed or delayed in diagnosis I knew I wouldn't even get anyone to listen without proof, now that I have proof I'm so god damn sick I literally will just sit in my chair talking to god pleading for him to take my life for weeks on end, then I get steroids and suddenly my system is pushed off enough to think clearly but my biggest issue is well I'm hard to listen to, I'm brash and abrasive It's near impossible for me to be calm now I can no longer hide my pain much.
I have no social media or really even talk to anyone anymore, that is a big problem in that sense, but I probably should have.

some people manage to survive with ~$150 in the poorest regions of Brazil, this is like hell on earth though

Well if you get the energy, for no other reason than to leave your brother and mother with something and maybe your friend. Hopefully the courts help you out it’s fucking crazy that they didn’t already, I’ve got a cousin who’s on full disability with Epilepsy and I don’t think he’s even had a seizure in half a decade.

I dont think it’d be too hard especially with the diagnoses to get a few thousand, maybe even 5 figs, just remember to give everything you get away before you eventually pass so they can’t steal it to pay your medical debt

Checked btw, I hope you get yours back, those get tear us apart also get theirs, the lawyer that initated me losing my house was a friend of my dads and tried to get his inheritance, he was denied but I lost my house during it, he died shortly after from a massive heart attack.
Not a great look to go out screwing over a widow and two young kids you knew but people desire money over people, I despise money honestly I only am forced to participate in this awful system or perish faster and much more miserably.
Those who are good and pure in spirit will receive their just reward, that I'm confident in, sometimes not in this life but this life isn't the main focus of our existence.
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<3 you faggots.

Luckily medicaid has covered everything and I'm worth nothing anyway, It would be nice but highly unlikely at this rate, I swear man I have some kind of mantle over me, I have COPD, degenerative bones and swollen lymph nodes for 6 years with disabling migraines and they still said no.
Turns out there was good fucking reasons for all those issues and they still don't want to pay out, be around 30k they owe me but I do not expect it, more than likely and I've seen this they try to push off terminally ill people knowing full well they won't make it to the claim.

for a small price of $38k, a white man can eliminate a thirdie out of the workforce, sealing has neet fate and ensuring that third world stays a third world

magnificent fact

Those were the provable things I filed my claim for and a years worth of cancer CT scans PET ct scans, lymph node biopsies and a bone marrow biospy which I had an out of body experience for, a stomach biopsy, a colonoscopy and biopsy

A female judge said "No i think he's fine"
She told me before presenting evidence she would deny because she thinks I'm an alcoholic, completely unorthodox and no leg to stand on, again I think they throw these cases because each step takes 6-12 months extra

Quite bitching, 3rd world has benefits that fiat world doesn’t have. You can just build a shack somewhere and live off the land. Do that

Unironically this, being in the states and being poor is a hell that makes third world living look like paradise.

that gets you killed in my country

I wish that were me, making a tent in the states means you get all the meth you could smoke and cops won't do a fucking thing.

you thirdies have it so fucking easy, I have no sympathy for you. all you had to do was show up. there's been so many airdrop opportunities for life changing money. when I get airdropped $5k-$10k as a burger it means absolutely nothing.

Thanks for letting me vent in your thread, might try aiming lower next time, lowered expectations can result in tangible goals and possibly wish fulfillment IE you might actually get someone to help if you keep your expectations reasonable.
40k is a lot of money.

I might because of you, been thinking of it no reason not too, I guess I've just given up in a lot of ways for legitmate reasons, the medical shit alone is too much for one man to bear.

But maybe it's time to try a different approach I'd like to take care of a few things before I die, like getting my car in better shape so I can finish my medical shit without impairment and let me drive when I feel able too, it's one of my few enjoyments left, and do a few things like get my bills caught up and get out from under my own crushing obstacles that built up from my complete lack of being in this world because of all the nonstop medical visits.
I don't get much pleasure from things anymore these days anyway, I'd just like to get this gnawing anxiety down so I can finally just rest and not worry constantly about what's going to be shut off or how am I going to pay for my insurance etc it's too damn stressful, why we have disability would have at least let me relax a bit but the world's making sure I get the roughest ride out of here, I suppose it means my death will have some significance.

No problem man I'm kind of on the move right now can't reply in depth but man you deserve this kind of money dude that's what I'm talking about

We all deserve a boost in this fucking world, regardless if you're a thirdie we're still in the same hellscape, money isn't anything important it just opens more doors, in some people's cases it could make a better future, in some it can impact their output to others because helping others out produces positive impacts for both people when it's intentions are pure.

Normally I'd probably be competitive and certainly was when I interupted your thread but I can't disagree we all need help in this cruel world, I do hope when I pass I can impact how this reality works, if I could take all the pain and suffering of each of you to my grave and face death himself I'd do it in a snap of a finger.

And in many aspects that's my intention.

Be safe, regardless of your intentions even those who can't draw from their experiences to portray their need for help doesn't mean they don't deserve it either.
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I MIGHT be able to scrape by with $3million

you live on $1700 per year?

who the fuck would give you $5? let alone $30k..

nobody. which says a lot about humanity. ive been begging online for years, never got a single dollar.

but do you know who recently raked in over $100,000 in crowdfunding? that black murderer who killed those people a few weeks back or whenever.

if your dying what do you need money for? that is...illogical.

What 3rd world country are you from that you know english so well?

I don't really need it, just would be used to pay what's built up over the last 6 months, anything beyond that would just be used to get to medical appointments or pay for other things, assuming I were to get anything which let's be honest those days are long gone.

Still you gotta shake a tree to get a nut, a person who never knocks never opens any doors.
Other than what I said previously I have zero interest in anything beyond weeks at this rate, once my prednisone wears off which is soon I'll go under severely usually the more they put me on these large doses the worse the rebound effects are, blood in urine, bowels, nonstop light blinding migraines, feeling like someone is stabbing me in my left side neverending, waking up in cold sweats, or heart pain, or feeling like I'm going to vomit for 5-6 hours at a time etc.

Which is why sometimes I'm here but 90% of the time I'm not, like most things, you're getting me on a higher dose today, which is why I can actually speak.

it would take months for the average westerner to make that much money working full time. its not pocket change for 99.99% of people. when i went traveling in asia and your perception of how rich we are was very annoying. you guys dont understand the money is relative. my rent alone is 24k per year, that doesnt include car payments, gas, insurance, utilities.. most people dont have money to just give away

you guys dont understand the money is relative.

Three of these a day is ~$20

It annoyed me as well I'd get told by people in a country 5k would last years in tell me how easy it is.
Sure easy if you're healthy and didn't grow up poor, which make up most of us.

Being sick and living in this nightmare really is more difficult, I've been lucky enough to get on medicaid without that I'd have died in 2019, but that alone doesn't cover my bills, my insurance, my rent, my phone, my food.

It's honestly been a miracle that I've gotten this far and it was only because of a good friend who felt deep sympathy for me, to the point he probably destroyed his own life in an attempt to better mine, which I'll always love him for, but no even if someone had a million asking for 5k would still be a large portion to just throw around.

You can live one year, all expenses covered, with $1,710? That's $142/mo anon...

It's probably more actually, but nobody here actually gets three of those a day. Eating out is back to being considered a treat here with how much places charge and the neverending panhandling for tips.

who tf drink 3 of these a day lol?

who tf drink 3 of these a day lol?

Men like THICK girls

This was nearly two decades ago anon, everyones skinny from disease now.