I've never smoked, I dont do drugs, i only drink when im with friends on weekends...

you quoted yourself godfaggot, and it's not based at all
op never did anything funny in its life and you are telling him to waste more time with illusions and fairytales
you are literally evil, all the religioncucks midwits deserve suffering and death
he should be fucking whores and do heroin

I've never been a religious person, maybe ill go to church this sunday, i dont expect it to help but what can i lose right.
I might
hahaha this actually made me laugh, go fuck yourself
Shill me your shitty life anon. Lets see if doing something stupid makes me feel anything
I would've liked to have a wife, and children. I've had girlfriends, because i felt it was expected for me to have them, but i never loved any of them and it never worked because my job takes most of my time. I would've loved to have some kids because i feel its the best way to leave a mark in the world. Imagining them crying in my funeral, coming home and missing me. That idea sounds nice.

you who believe in Christ are evil

You know, the Jewish elites (Pharisees) also called the Son of God an evil demon...

22 Then a demon-oppressed man who was blind and mute was brought to Jesus, and Jesus healed him, so that the man spoke and saw. 23 And all the people were amazed, and said, “Can this be the Son of David?” 24 But when the Pharisees heard it, they said, “It is only by satan, the prince of demons, that this man casts out demons.” 25 Knowing their thoughts, he said to them, “Every kingdom divided against itself is laid waste, and no city or house divided against itself will stand. 26 And if Satan casts out Satan, he is divided against himself. How then will his kingdom stand? 27 And if I cast out demons by satan, by whom do your sons cast them out? Therefore they will be your judges. 28 But if it is by the Spirit of God that I cast out demons, then the kingdom of God has come upon you. 29 Or how can someone enter a strong man's house and plunder his goods, unless he first binds the strong man? Then indeed he may plunder his house. 30 Whoever is not with me is against me, and whoever does not gather with me scatters. 31 Therefore I tell you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven people, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven. 32 And whoever speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or in the age to come. Matthew 12:22

yeah you are also retarded, dunno if the jewish elites also called jesus retarded and you have a paragraph about that from your fantasy book

Life doesn't matter anymore and it has become very obvious everywhere you go.
You can feel it when you are out in public, no one gives a fuck about anything anymore. Even normies are blackpilled husks now.
I go to work and basically just do nothing. I don't give a shit if they fire me, it literally doesn't matter at this point. I'm poor if I'm NEETing and poor if I work full time. This society is pointless.
No community, no property, no families, no future.

I've probably been here longer than both of you faggots combined so suck my dick I'll quote myself whenver the fuck I want to and there is NOTHING you literal faggot retards can do about it.

Brother if you have time, this pastor gives great sermons. They are based strictly in the Word of God. This is a great presentation on the rejoicing of God when a sinner gives his heart to Him.

youtu.be/ATqJ1azhr_A?si=envPV3kIbMLnRS9w

yeah we can call you a retard and you'll know it's true

I will call myself a retard because I am retarded the only good and wise thing I have ever done in my life is become Christian.

you're a burger right? from the states? ever been to sydney? book a flight, go there, its full of crypto-sponsored -mostly by kendu- clubs there and they welcome anyone,if you want to feel ALIVE dont sit in your home like a pathetic wimp doing drugs, anyone can do that, go to one of those clubs, fuck the craziest bitches, do some fent, some heroin
believe me brother,the people who go there are the most degenerate and absolutely insane retards i've met, you want to feel alive? that's what you do to feel alive

KEK

yeah, it checks out
what you think is good is actually retarded because that's how retarded people think

Imagining them crying in my funeral, coming home and missing me. That idea sounds nice.

anon i think you're insane, what the fuck does this mean, i feel you're a psycho that gaslighted himself to pretend being normal what the fuck

Wisdom is not to be confused with intelligence. Perhaps I am retarded, but I am smart enough to know I am retarded. I also know that I have lived many more years than you, and thus have the experience to produce the fruit of wisdom. I have lived a faithless life, and I have seen the road which such a life takes one down. I have felt the love, mercy, and redemption of God. I have felt the supernatural strength of God. You can seethe and dilate all you want, but it changes nothing.

ill check it out but like i said i've never been a religious person, i dont think this will make me feel anything desu
I feel the same. Everything just feel tepid and empty. Like im repeating actions because inertia has a hold on me. But is it really society? i ask people if they feel fine and everyone tells me they're happy, so is it just me?
fuck it, send me a link, where do i find one of these clubs, i will take anything at this point, waiting on it and doing chemo to just wait and die sounds absolutely stupid, i'd rather appear on the news after having died from overdose than just passing out pathetically
i might be, the idea of hurting people doesnt appeal to me but i dont think i feel a special attachment to anyone, even my parents

You don't need to be religous anon. It is by His grace through faith that we are saved. Not by our own works/rituals, lest any man should boast.

and let me guess, the majority of the people in the country you live in are... muslim? no wait, buddhists? no wait, hindus? no wait, [insert any other religion]?
no??
wait, don't tell me they are christians as well????
the very unique and peculiar vision about the universe, the afterlife, morality etc that you personally found more probable was EXACTLY the same of the majority of the people of the country you live in??? oh man, what were the odds!
an incredible coincidence, really
almost unbelievable

I have felt the supernatural strength of God

yesss and it was the christian god SPECIFICALLY, you just KNOW it!

Perhaps I am retarded

yeah, hold the perhaps

all religion is mostly good, even paganism
but yes I believe the Christian God, specifically Jesus Christ, to be the revealing of God to the world. It doesn't take much intellect to realize that Christianity is fundamentally different from the other religions. Buddhism is perhaps the closest, but lacks the supernatural support from God so ultimately is less effective.

you guys are so funny, imagine throwing a book to someone telling you they're dying of cancer and want to feel alive and telling them "idk man what if you listen to GOD, ever heard of GOD? go watch a youtube video im sure that will take your existential sorrow away" i swear catholics, jews, religiontards in general are the most cynical assholes in existence because they found meaning in their pathetic lives by brainwashing themselves into believing magic is real and now they feel extremely entitled to sharing their brainworms to anyone
get down of your high horses shitheads, you're not special, you're not better than anyone else and you're absolutely not "the chosen", im you're you're even worse than the average guy because you feel if you pray hard enough and go to church enough even your pedophilic and barbaric views on the universe can be forgiven, you make me sick

x.com/kojak797/status/1836117406974095797?s=46&t=TSDml6xLE1T0ygpiOQEGyw
dm this guy or check his socials, he talks in riddles but he knows everyone, if you want to go to a good club he can get you hooked up

I tried to give the guy a way that brings millions of people throughout the world peace and comfort even in the midst of terrible adversity. It was one line long, and you faggot atheists came out of the woodwork crawling up my ass. You're pathetic and you make me sick desu.

but yes I believe the Christian God, specifically Jesus Christ,

yeah what an incredible coincidence that you share this with the majority of the people from your country
it MUST be because everyone there is smarter than the average!

It doesn't take much intellect to realize that Christianity is fundamentally different from the other religions

i'm sure a muslim would agree!
you seriously don't realize that if you were born in saudi arabia, you would be saying the EXACT same things about islam now? you are literally not able to grasp this concept?

And what hope do you offer as a Godless blind sinner? You have a lot to lose if you are wrong brother. The fool says in his heart that their is no God.
The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are foolish to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually dead. 1 Corinthians 2:14

aight thanks for the good intentions my dude
i will, i really dont have anything to lose anyway
i dont think i answered your second question, i havent told anyone yet, i dont think i will

**There

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The teachings of Christ, or should I say, the morality of Christianity is different than any other religion, so much so that I believe it must be divine in origin. You can agree with me or not, but it doesn't change the fact that I am correct; no other religion has the morality of Christ, and it is evident in the Christian vs Muslim societies.

I just have this pressing feeling in my chest that you could remove my existence from the history of the world and everything would've been exactly the same thing.

you better not use that as an excuse to not get treatment

This website used to be full of arrogant atheists and now it’s full of christian larpers
A bunch of contrarian hipsters

the muslism are saying the same thing about christianity right now
even the "evidence" that you claim, it's the other way around for them: the west is corrupted and it's evident in the Christian vs Muslim societies.
You are absolutely NOT correct. Christians had a stronger military force in the west and that's literally the only reason why we are having this discussion here. All the good in cultural progress is due to englightment in Europe, which did everything it could to fight the oppression from the church. That's it. If we are more advanced (from our pov) than muslim, we have to thank atheists. Now THIS is correct and you can seethe about it but it remains an objective historical truth

Giving your life to the Lord of Hosts is not a larp and its not a hipster move. You go to God alone. Nothing in hand. Asking for mercy.

I run into evangelists on my commute every week
I already know all speeches from memory

all my life, I did exactly what I was taught to do

The treatment will ruin me

Last chance to learn. It's learn or die now. Will you finally learn?

I'm really sorry for you brother, if it matters at all, if you have anything to take off your chest know that I'll read/listen as many other anons will do.

I'm not under the same predicament but today I came to the same realization you had about living life by the books just to have the universe slap you back. My anxiety levels skyrocketted so much that I decided I'll negotiate my resignation tomorrow at my very well paid corpo job.
I have no idea whatever the fuck I'll do after.

Life is just not fair, that is my main takeaway.

evangelists are not my cup of tea. My faith is in the Word of God.

why would we give a fuck about your sob story? get in line
bitch

stage 2

Literally nothingburger.
Stop being a fucking bitch and get on a strict no carb no sugar diet, including fake sugars.
Be thankful you didn't find it before it got to 3 and get on your knees that it wasn't 4.

Not the solution. It might help only incidentally. If you went on a strict starch only diet that would probably be better. Starch plus beef even better. Remember Steve jobs died of cancer because he drank too much carrot juice.

And yesterday I got diagnosed with stage 2 lung cancer

Assuming the story is true. Was it a random routine check or did you feel any symptoms beforehand that made you want to see a doctor?

I feel you anon. Somehow someway, we are all affected by the failures of ancestors. This world is cruel.

I sincerely empathize with you, and I'm typically about as emotional as a rock. You probably don't care, but I will pray for you to get back on your feet, first your health and then your stack.

Best of luck friend, I hope you make it

a healthy man has 1000 wishes. a sick man has one. count your blessings bros

We all suffer, we all die, we all live, sure you did everything as accordingly
but then what's the point of life?
To live forever with god, you have failed in one thing.
You didn't do chastity for god
You indulged in degeneracy which is masturbating you didn't seek god, you didn't see the light and for that reason you failed your most important mission.
None of these things you mentioned above matters but your spiritual ascension, if you did practice the act of semen retention you'd be better off right now even your body would be even healthier and this lung issue wouldn't be an issue.
Anyways, I am not here to judge but to show, I hope you see, good luck and stay strong.

do you live near some nasty factory?